I have been wondering… how do I merge these different parts of my journey and life into a single path? I started off pursuing life as a bass tournament angler, hitting the backroads of America during the whole covid debacle in 2020. I found THE REAL JESUS and started walking with Him in earnest in late 2021. And then, my newly changed life took an extreme and unexpected turn. At the age of 51, I started having emotional flashbacks and spiritual warfare that was off the charts.
“In the end I have to not care what you see me as. I am me, it’s complicated and I don’t fit into cookie cutter shapes. I have to speak truth about what I have experienced and truth about my life.” 😭😭😭
I’m not crying, you’re crying 🥹🫶🏼
Kate - you are an absolute inspiration and I could NOT be more proud of you! What a beautiful and touching first article with insights about what it’s like remembering things so horrible and then trying to go about ‘normal’ life. You’re right. None of it is normal. We need to stop pretending it’s all normal and being this to the public eye.
I’m so thrilled to see you grow on this new adventure and love you with all my heart! You’re an inspiration and a blessing!
Kate, I am thankful God brought us together recently through Emma’s podcast. As a n over comer of multi generational trauma based mind control abuse & satanic ritual abuse myself I am privileged to have the opportunity to be an encourager & support for you as you are just starting this horrific journey of remembering what happened to you, but my experience is that God’s grace is sufficient & He will get you through this. You are going to experience blessings that are going to overshadow & make it worth all the suffering you are going through. You are courageous and making progress a lot faster than I did. I am your prayer warrior & your friend.
Love you my sister Kate. I am a flyfisher girl. Thank you for doing this. I have no idea how to combine the worlds (& additionally throw safety to the wind as I think you are, too) or if I could/should.
You doing this…. well, it’s beautiful and given me feel-good, you’re a rockstar superwoman, kind of tears.
And kinda telling me it’s okay to not have it all together/figured out too.
THANK YOU.
P.S. I plan to use this as my contributing/tithing kind of space - as SOON as I can get a dmn income - and u can bet ur bottom dollar I’ll be paid subbing. My dream (aside a few others) is that we would all sub to e/o and actually allow ourselves time/space to heal a lil of all that they took ($-wise, obvs we’re all working on healing the rest).
“In the end I have to not care what you see me as. I am me, it’s complicated and I don’t fit into cookie cutter shapes. I have to speak truth about what I have experienced and truth about my life.” 😭😭😭
I’m not crying, you’re crying 🥹🫶🏼
Kate - you are an absolute inspiration and I could NOT be more proud of you! What a beautiful and touching first article with insights about what it’s like remembering things so horrible and then trying to go about ‘normal’ life. You’re right. None of it is normal. We need to stop pretending it’s all normal and being this to the public eye.
I’m so thrilled to see you grow on this new adventure and love you with all my heart! You’re an inspiration and a blessing!
Kate, I am thankful God brought us together recently through Emma’s podcast. As a n over comer of multi generational trauma based mind control abuse & satanic ritual abuse myself I am privileged to have the opportunity to be an encourager & support for you as you are just starting this horrific journey of remembering what happened to you, but my experience is that God’s grace is sufficient & He will get you through this. You are going to experience blessings that are going to overshadow & make it worth all the suffering you are going through. You are courageous and making progress a lot faster than I did. I am your prayer warrior & your friend.
Faye
Love you my sister Kate. I am a flyfisher girl. Thank you for doing this. I have no idea how to combine the worlds (& additionally throw safety to the wind as I think you are, too) or if I could/should.
You doing this…. well, it’s beautiful and given me feel-good, you’re a rockstar superwoman, kind of tears.
And kinda telling me it’s okay to not have it all together/figured out too.
THANK YOU.
P.S. I plan to use this as my contributing/tithing kind of space - as SOON as I can get a dmn income - and u can bet ur bottom dollar I’ll be paid subbing. My dream (aside a few others) is that we would all sub to e/o and actually allow ourselves time/space to heal a lil of all that they took ($-wise, obvs we’re all working on healing the rest).
- - that ‘Montana’ girl
More than blessed to support in prayer and any other way possible another brave survivor/overcome, in Jesus's Name!
Hello Kate, I'm checking in on my substack and I realize I haven't heard from you in awhile. I pray you are well.
God Bless